Have been really busy these pass few days especially after the exams. just finished my first week of work and wow am i super busy. Have had to wake up at like 6 in the morning la, something havent done for i dont know, ions???
Todays CNY so yea, did the yearly ritual, went visiting, had offerings and the usual stuff. Had dinner as a family, drank lots of wine and talked alot of cock... .. Haha then you know as im getting older, the ever ineveitable question comes out again and again. "Do you have a Girlfriend?" the usual questions that have been starting to come up this few years sicne "my age "has started to catch up with me.... ...
It kindof got me thinking, what i really wanted. I found out that till this date non of my friends have kinda made me fall head over heels over them. Haha only 1 so far but sadly shes older then me. Met her at work, she really bubbly and confident... ... HAHA actually contemplated of going after her because to me age seriously does not matter to me at all. But then not sure if it matters to the gal.. ... ...
But like i said, what i really want is a confident girl. I guess its probably cuz im rather confident myself. im sure of what i want and i kindof have my own of doing things. I want a gal that can have extreme fun with me, someone who has a big sense of humour that can laugh at me and herself when we go out to have just uber fun.. ...
I also thing that we need to give each other personal space at times. i mean after all we are all human and somtimes i just need some me time. espcially people like me a part time nacisist(not sure of the spelling) that likes to do things when i feel like doing them.
But im perfectly happy with where i am right now, with my bunch of merry and crappy friends who like me for who i am and enjoy and allow me to busk in the sun of thier company... ...
Sure im gona miss on the relationships and sex but i to me so long as im happy and have friends for company, lm leaving life to its fullest. So yea haha just felt like writing this down. In hopes that the older gal will read this and realise its her and maybe giv me a chance? HAHA one can hope can he not?
Haha anyways just my 2 cents worth of thoughts... Cheers and a happy CNY!!!
