. . Seeing the world through a kalidescope . .

CNY was okay, the usual questions popped out as i expected, got GF??? Why dun have??? ah the usual not really bothered by them cuz to me have or not depends on the people i know. So far like i said nobodi has WOWed me enough... .. there is 1 but shes like alot older then me. Well i dun mind i dun know if she minds haha... .... What can i say im attracted to mature women i guess... All like i say, confidence always wakes me up!

Went back to work on Wed, still havent got my security pass so have to go the long way into the training area, hopefully everything is done ASAP and i can save myself alot of trouble... ... Training is still going on for about another week or so before we hit the ground and start to do the real thing... ... Kinda look forward to it cuz i wanna meet people and walk around. But dun wanna wear uniform cuz like i always say i hate rules !!! Muhahaha so yea kinda like to wear office wear, i always feel that people look their smartest and nicest in biz wear. Be it guy or gal, thats when i feel people look their best and proffesional.

Didnt really go out on the weekends cuz feeling really lazy and just dun feel like doing anything so yea just gona chill and continue trying to remember al my city codes for my test on monday... ... Imagine i have to remember all the codes for all the countries in the wolr d!!!

Have been really busy these pass few days especially after the exams. just finished my first week of work and wow am i super busy. Have had to wake up at like 6 in the morning la, something havent done for i dont know, ions???

Todays CNY so yea, did the yearly ritual, went visiting, had offerings and the usual stuff. Had dinner as a family, drank lots of wine and talked alot of cock... .. Haha then you know as im getting older, the ever ineveitable question comes out again and again. "Do you have a Girlfriend?" the usual questions that have been starting to come up this few years sicne "my age "has started to catch up with me.... ...

It kindof got me thinking, what i really wanted. I found out that till this date non of my friends have kinda made me fall head over heels over them. Haha only 1 so far but sadly shes older then me. Met her at work, she really bubbly and confident... ... HAHA actually contemplated of going after her because to me age seriously does not matter to me at all. But then not sure if it matters to the gal.. ... ...

But like i said, what i really want is a confident girl. I guess its probably cuz im rather confident myself. im sure of what i want and i kindof have my own of doing things. I want a gal that can have extreme fun with me, someone who has a big sense of humour that can laugh at me and herself when we go out to have just uber fun.. ...

I also thing that we need to give each other personal space at times. i mean after all we are all human and somtimes i just need some me time. espcially people like me a part time nacisist(not sure of the spelling) that likes to do things when i feel like doing them.

But im perfectly happy with where i am right now, with my bunch of merry and crappy friends who like me for who i am and enjoy and allow me to busk in the sun of thier company... ...

Sure im gona miss on the relationships and sex but i to me so long as im happy and have friends for company, lm leaving life to its fullest. So yea haha just felt like writing this down. In hopes that the older gal will read this and realise its her and maybe giv me a chance? HAHA one can hope can he not?

Haha anyways just my 2 cents worth of thoughts... Cheers and a happy CNY!!!

Exams are fianallly over. After such a looooong period of time... total of like 4 weeks, preperations plus exam. Haha finally exams are gone liao.That marks the end of another accademic year in poly. things happen so fast, just like tt and i have been in poly for 2 years liao... ...

Goan start work at a new job on Monday... ... Haha hope its gona be nice...

Yea man 4 more days to da end of the exams!!! yea man finally got over with maths, should be the last maths paper i ever take unless i study in U. YEA MAN NO MORE MATHS... ... Muz tahan another 4 more days then exam end liao ...

YEA!!!!

Just 6 more days! The countdown continues, 6 more days till da end of my exams. on friday, ill be happily sippping vodka and watching all the crap that i have stored but have been unable to watch!!! 6 more bloddy days!!! Woohhhhhh

Went for driving yesterday and my instructor asked me to book my test in april. Was alittle stunned, cuz didnt expect can so fast book. Especially when i still cant drive straight... ... So yea, told him ill see how. anyways need to wait till my attachemnt shecdule come out then i can decide because only then can i see how free or buys i am... .. Haha but these means i get my lisecne soon muhahaha so darn happy!!! my frist goal in life is going to become reality soon!!! I see the light at the end of the tunnel!! MUHAHAHA!!!

Managed to do some study today, still got like 3 papers to study for. 2 out of the 3 are things that i suck at and tts not good, i waana keep my GPA atleast 3.5. The funny thing i realised is that last time i didnt care about all these and i did resoanbly OK with like 3.9 to 3.8. But lately i realised that its been droping cuz i kinda care alittle too much... ... WEll dun know leh mayb i shouldnt care so much and just study... ...

but like i said the most important thing is:

7 more days, 1 week left till i complete my bloddy exams... ... Laziness is startin to set in already however. got 3 papers left, struggling to concentrate and complete them. got so many things on my mind, her bday, my attachemnt and my driving lesson. got so many things to thing and ponder upon. im going nuts i tell ya! I need a bloody break, must tahan for 7 more days!!!!