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爱回温

今年忘了约你去看木棉

认识你的第六年夏天

感觉本来就是微妙又难言

而时间却容易生倦

我们之间越来越遥远

最近天空总是懒懒灰灰

提不起劲的浪漫要怪谁

习惯是对生活的一种妥协

而时间却让我学会

难过时关上门 一个人流眼泪

就让爱回温

我说亲爱的陌生人

这一段旅程 是我们回忆的重温

一个纯朴小镇 两个小小恋人

管不住青春 爱自由的延伸

一个吻 一个永恒 坐看星星点亮灯

就让爱回温

我说再见了陌生人

这一段回程 让所有感觉再沸腾

一个温暖眼神 两个微笑的唇

不必去追问 谁爱谁比较深

我们在 爱的过程

回头看是单纯 往前看是诚恳
心是一扇门

开门

爱回温

3 more papers to go! another 10 days and im done... ... First 2 papers were okay but the coming ones are gona be a headache. So yea gona have to "pia" somemore to hopefully get good grades lor... ... Sian damm bored now, got like a 4 day break till the next paper, tonight dun really feel like studying leh.

Shall c how bah ... .. chow

Yes, the countdown had begun, its 11 days till the end of year 2. so fast, 2 years past liao ,macham as if nothing happen like tt and 2 years zoom by... ...

Went to coffee bean today to study again and got recognised by the staff this time. Haha was a little shock when she "predicted" my order. Haha managed to do some studying for about 2 hours beofre going off. Went home to catch my 40 winks and just finished doing alittle more revision. Tomorrow's the first paper so need to do alittle more tonight before i slp.

Also called that stupid apple to c if my ipod ready anot. 5 weeks liao leh, imagine 5 weeeks with no music and no headphones in my ears. Look like a kuku on the train sia. I dun care liao will go down on Wednesday to "find"my ipod since i end early on wednesday. If they dun have, will force them to exchange it for a ipod mini then dunhave so much problem. muhahaha!!! but then again ipod mini too small not enough space to put all my songs. Maybe can change for vedio, fulomah then power sia can watch vedio "on the go". Now waiting for da manager to call me back. He better not call tomorrow during the paper sia if not i hamtam him i tell you.

KK shall go mug alittle bit more before i go watch some tele... ... Good luck for tomorrows paper yea, to those taking exams tomorrow except for that person and the other person haha just kidding!!!! juz stop copying can liao !

Im bored, im really really bored. im so bored that i dont even know what to write about. Its still the bloody exam period so yeah, am trying to study and mug and memorise and cram everything that i have learnt for the past 6 months into my brain and keep it there for about 2 weeks before taking it all out of my brain and returning it back to the environment. Its less that two weeks on my "period-O- meter" about 10 more days or hell!

Have been listening to lots of music lately and liking 2 new songs... ... Has a real jazzy and blues feel to both of the songs that i like. I dun know why but i kinda like the blues and jazz nowadays. Especially when its played in the night. Have kinda kicked away my addiction to tea this time round. Dun know why but just dont feel like drinking tea when im studying. This may actually explain why im so restless this round of exams.

I cant wait till i finish my studies. Have been thinking of wahts gona happen in my room after i quit studies. And im proud to annoce, im going to throw all my books, book shelves and study tables away!!! YAY!!!! Then im gona get a good sound system, with proper speakers, amps and mixers. Im also gona buy a projector, upgrade the graphcis card on my com and laptop then get an SCV box then itll beocme like my own home theater. Then ill get a comfy chair that i can lie on or sit together with a nice carpet and just minimal lighting. Oh yea and most important of all, a small fridge to put small alcohol and drinks in it. Then ill sit and stone in my room forver.

Haha, really need to write somthing with intellectual standards to distress. Am longing to read a book, havent read one in a long long time. Was at kinokuniya tt day and was contempleting on what book i should get, was thinking of mayba chinese book or some kind of english chimanolagy book to read. But didnt see anything that would significantly arouse my intrest. The best read i had so far for me would me Dan Browns Da vinci code and Angels and Demons. in fact, i feel Angels and Demons is sooo much better, more captivating.

Lala cant stand it, first paper starts on tuesday then after tt, hopefully time will fly and soon 10 days will be over and i can rest. Though i only have like 2 days to rest before attachemnt starts. Was thnking of going fishing tt saturday but realise i cant cuz i got driving lesson tt day. oh well, driving is defiantley more important so i have to go.

This really helps typing away kind of improves my stress level abit and am feeling alot better now so im gona just carry on for awhile more so that i can distress abit longer. Its kindof a norm for me nowadays, i reach my "blogging" peak when i hit the exams. I guess its because of the stress like i said.

Im kinda starting to repeat myself but i dont care. correct me if im wrong, but im quite certain nobody reads my blog, so yea. can just ramble and ramble some more!!!

Lalalalala kk off to find a good read before i go back to mugging again!!!

ramble ranting...

一个温暖眼神两个微笑的唇不必去追问谁爱谁比较深

Im dying of bordem... If got about 2 and a half weeks left before the end of my "preiod". Under alot of self-induced stress because i dun want my GPa to fall below 3.5. Results have benn kinda gettin bad to worse. Its was a perfect 4 for awhile before dropiing. Though the stuff im learning is indeed getting thougher, i dont think tt should be an excuse. Well, shall c, nid a break before i go do more revision.

Im kindof down now cuz im realli bored. i hate to study so much but cant help it cuz like i said i nid to maintain my GPA to atleast above 3,5 if i ever want to think of entering uni. This is kinda a back up la...

Haiz if only i had tt someone to keep my sprits high! wheres the la in my lala land??? I nid love and freedom!!! 2 more bloody weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every 3 months we encounter this dreaded and crappy thing called the exams.... Its the time when you see all of us stressed and its also the time when my coffee intake soars to new addictive heights that previously were thought to be unachieveable.

Yes, once again its the bloody exams. The irritating "period" that constanly comes, sits on my ass for 2 bloody weeks and goes of again only to come again another 3 months. But guess what, mores to come, after my "regular tri-month period " that i have to deal with, i have another problem to deal with this time. Being my attachment! Haiz life's a bummer when you forsee that the next 1 and a half years of your life has already been pre-planned and ruined for you... ...

One thing i realise is that whenever i get my "period" and i become super overly stressed, i start to write and talk to myslef. Maybe this is just the introvert in me i guess. I just cant wait till this darn 3 weeks past and i can go to starbucks or coffee bean to have coffee and read a good book. Instead of having to read nad memorise the huge piles of massive junk that i sharf(not sure of the spelling) into my brain for 3 to 4 weeks before deleting it totally from my brain.

hmm, that was realli theraputic, ive let off some steam but i need to let off more!!! RAR! 3 more weeks till this bloody period goes away! 3 bloody weeks!!! (imagine the pain and discomfort im suffering)